I have been trying to get over him, and for a while now, but since I don't we will work out, and I have been wanting to move on. But yesterday I heard more stories about him, getting to know him more, and and I find that I don't think I can give up. I like him, and and that's the fact.
And recently, for some reason he kept coming up in conversations, and not that I specifically mentioned him but other people bring him up.
He really fits my ideal type, and everything I mentioned to mom in regards to what I want in a guy, he possessed.

I'm so torn.