Monday 24 December 2012

Today we were counting our blessings in the year 2012. Although it isn't New Years, it does not mean we cannot reflect on all that has happened in the past year. I thought long and hard, well not that hard, but it was definitely something I wanted to share with the adults.
In the past year, our fellowship has truly grown. We have learned to lean on each other and confide in each other. I am so blessed to have each and every one of them in my life.
"They were always my friends, but now it is like we are birth sisters."
Our church has had this problem ever since it started, it was hard to get everyone together into one mindset and all, but this year God really brought all of us together. We experienced things together, and just to see how much we thirst for God's word, it is really encouraging. I don't usually name names on the blog, but they are the special girls in my life.

Dear FROW girls,

To my FROW girls, Frances, Sabrina, Stephanie, Jacqueline, Niki, Florence, Winnie, Tanya, Olvie, Mandee, and Charlotte. Throughout this year we have laughed together, chilled together, made fun of each other together, and shared our heart's thoughts so freely and I am so thankful and feel so blessed to have each and every one of you in my life. We encouraged each other, and supported each other through our school troubles, spiritual troubles, and boy troubles. Although as a fellowship we have grown together, our girls are especially 'tight'. May God truly bless each and every one of you, as you all have such kind, warm, throughtful hearts and also the heart to serve the Lord.

Thank you for being a part of my life, and may we continue to laugh, cry, and grow together for the years to come.

<3
As the day is coming closer, reality hits me even harder, and it definitely shows myself that I am in too deep.
Why am I investing so much time on something that won't have a ending/result?
It's not often that I fall so deep for somebody, and also feel like there is a chance. But whenever I look at it, I don't see how we would ever end up together.
Everything about this situation eats me up but at the same time I should not be letting these things control my life.
God needs to be in charge of my life and the way it would go.
If God has planned for me to have someone in my life or have him in my life, I am willing to give to listen entirely on God.
I am not in a rush for it, I've waited so long, I don't mind waiting more time.
One thing for sure, and it is related to something that happened recently. Something happened to him, and he wouldn't tell me. For the time I was in the darkness I learned to depend in God and also not to ask questions. I am not nosy by nature, but definitely I want to care. I learned to give him space.
I prayed to God, and I prayed to Him, "I don't know what is wrong with him right now, and he doesn't have to tell me, but if it makes him better then I am willing to give up instant noodles for life." To you it may not mean anything, but it is one of my most favourite kind of meal in the world. And things did start to get better an things did happen for the better. God I will keep my promise to you, I will not eat instant noodles, as it is for my health and also because I promised.

Saturday 1 December 2012

I keep thinking I have a chance with him, but it's just the part of me that wants it to happen. Reading too much into things that happen between us, and it makes me more hopeful.
I have to stop.
THEN extra things come to my knowledge, and it's just impossible to get over him :(

Wednesday 21 November 2012

I have to write a 10 page group assignment by myself... due tomorrow
I have a test to study for tomorrow....
I have to clean my room so that people can do my windows...by Friday.
I can't eat solids for 24 hours...

I want to snuggle under blankets and forget all this....

Tuesday 20 November 2012


That was how I started out the week. I knew there were so many things on my plate... but a girl's got to do what a girl's got to do. I got through Monday fine... until there was a change in groups, and now I am alone in doing my INB345 assignment.

Ok, no big deal. I can do fine without them. I just need an extension. I still have to study for my SIB555 test. COME'ON! I just have everything to do this week. Today I got to school, went through first class and found out we were assigned a final assignment, and we weren't allowed to pick our groups.

At least I'm working with people who are reliable. I still have to look over the assignment and get started on it so that I have something to talk about on Thursday. Then there is the SIB575 assignment #3 that I have to do. GAHHH~ I almost totally forgot about it. GAH. And then the windows guys were supposed to come in Thursday to get started on the windows. I am already stressed that I have to clean my room enough so that they can move my bed and desk at will. Now they say that they can't come on Thursday, and will have to start Friday. Then they say they can't work on Saturday, and will have to finish Monday. SERIOUSLY?! And you notify us TODAY?!  


*talks to self*You can do this Donna! What doesn't kill you makes you stronger! After all this crap I am hiding away and taking a rest.


The Wedding of a Shinhwa Fan Becomes a Hot Internet Topic


After growing alongside Shinhwa for 14 years, its fans have moved on with their lives to get married and have children.

One particular story of a Shinhwa Changjo’s (the name of Shinhwa’s fanclub) wedding has recently become a hot issue on the internet for its creativity as well as the cleverness of the groom, who’s had to endure his now-wife’s dedication to Shinhwa for many years.

The story was written in account of a wedding guest, who started off the story saying that groom and wife were childhood friends. She went onto to mention a table in the front of the hall reserved for Shinhwa Changjo members, who have actively participated in Shinhwa promotions with the bride.

Even at the wedding, the bride and the Shinhwa Changjo members talked about the good old days when they chased after Shinhwa.

As the wedding started and the groom and bride exchanged vows, the groom read,

“My internet bill came out to be 300,000 won because you were busy doing fanclub activities with my computer.
You, who laughed at my shaved head when I went to the army, but cried your eyes out when Eric went.
You, who gave me a Shinhwa CD and a poster for my birthday every year.
You, who wouldn’t talk to me for a month when I jealously cursed Shin Hye Sung.
Whenever you snuck out to a concert, you always called me out late at night because you were afraid of getting scolded by your mom, and I quietly sat there, listening to you tell me about the concert.”

The vow continued, “You probably don’t realize, but the playground where you told me these little stories, just the two of us, made my heart beat faster than a concert hall.”

After the vow was read, Shinhwa’s Perfect Man started playing and the groom began singing and dancing along. To add to the surprise, some of the members from the Shinhwa Changjo table joined the groom, surprising the bride and making her burst out into laughter.

The groom even changed the Perfect Man lyrics “It’ll be hard at times, because you always have someone perfect near you” to “It’ll be hard at times, because you always have six men near you.”

Upon reading the story of this Shinhwa Changjo’s wedding, netizens commented, “Shinhwa is funny, but the fans are even funnier,” “This is why I’m still a fan of Shinhwa,” and “The Shinhwa Changjo wedding must have been so much fun.”

Photo Credit: Kim Byung Kwan
Source : enewsworld

Wednesday 14 November 2012

What I am like every single morning


WHEN MY BED EATS MY PHONE


(this is funnier cause I am imagining Pudding doing this)
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