Friday, 7 September 2012

有時我都唔知點好。。。我覺得我諗得太多,變咗我自己會好辛苦。有時我反而唔諗咁多會開心D。 可能我自己一個人多唔覺得自己怪,但係同D朋友一齊就會發現我嘅思想好怪。。。又唔喺怪,但係總之有D唔同啦。
講開某一位人,好多人都會激烈贊成恨/鐘意個位人,反而我對個果人冇乜感覺。可能唔係同佢太熟,或者我覺得憎一個人係一件好辛苦嘅事。到到果時得會覺埋唔到堆,思想有異別。
講我喺教會啦,我由開始喺兒童部開始教小朋友,我同英文堂有少少隔離。跟著我又做埋唱歌,又少D同英文堂見面。現在我做埋planning head我真係差不多做咗兒童部嘅permanent member. 我好感謝神卑我個機會serve,但係我唔希望我同英文堂嘅兄弟姊妹感情會受到影響。我本身冇咩朋友,而好難識新朋友。我覺得最老死就係團契個班兄弟姊妹,而我每個禮拜只係見佢哋兩次,所以我特別重視個D時間。(Crap.. I'm rambling, I will end now.)

When you are lost, do not wait for people to come find you. Go search for your way back. When you are alone, do not keep thinking to yourself that you are alone, think of all those that really love you. Negative thoughts will not resolve any current problems, being positive and facing your problems is the best solution.

我雖然咁講,但係我係D要lead嘅人來㗎。我好似可以好獨立,但係我鐘意人哋同我講我要做D咩。我鍾意做中心點,但係我都好怕醜。哈哈,睇唔睇得出啊?估唔到呵?我收收埋埋好多秘密㗎,識睇中文咪知囉。

打晒出來舒服晒!

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