No this is not another KPOP post

Great. You might see the following and think that it is going to be another time for me to gush about KPOP. Although you may doubt me, it's not like that. It was not until recently that this song became a way to          better  describe how I feel. If it wasn't for a friend who made a connection (not the one I just mentioned) I really would not have noticed it. I have an urge to say it, but I have no courage to.
I know it is one sided, but I will do it in as much Korean as I know.
Eagerly, this is something that 고백할게. 나, 기씨, 좋아하는 것 같아요. I want to have hope, and want lots to 믿다, but I have no confidence, and it is because I have confidence that I am NOT your 이상 야자. Don't have the 이상 몸, 나 안 섹시, and I don't have the height.
나 너를 좋아해 기오빠.
I only have courage to put it here, because if I say anything in person, I am afraid that I will ruin an already almost non-existent friendship between us. I cannot be impulsive. You and I are connected to alot of the same people, and if I try to do anything stupid, it will be a domino effect, I know it.
鍾意你唔代表要同你講，只要你開心就得。 我係細膽，咁又點呀？同埋，我覺得男人告白好romantic。kekeke。我鍾意你啲咩？你有型，細心，體貼，熱情，成熟。但係同一時就好小朋友同無聊。你煮野食又好食。。。哎呀，唔好讚你咁多啦，如果唔係你會囂。wakaka. 點解我告白變咗做讚你嘅 囧
guess time to end it. <3

오빤 강남스타일

I felt like I really had to post again, something to get off my chest. It's nothing big, it's just... PEOPLE,  STOP IT WITH THE GANGNAM STYLE! It's not cool anymore.

I really liked the song when Psy first came out with it. Then it was THE song in Korea, and that was completely awesome, from stages with idols to the outdoor stage.
Then it went viral...
And the more it went viral then the less I liked it. Hmm.. That wasn't supposed to happen.
But I feel some people like it cause they find it funny. It was supposed to be funny, but not to the kind of funny that Psy meant for it to be.

And now... this song is so over played (kinda like Carly Jae Repson's Call Me Maybe, but even worse in my books.) I only played it 19 times on iTunes before I gave up on this song. Usually, if it is a song that I like, then I would probably get to 50 listens before I would START to get sick/tired of it.

This song getting global attention ruined the song for me :( I don't know if I would still look forward to Psy's future releases. His songs were so good prior to this release too (It's Art, Right Now). Plus, it's gonna be hard to top this song.

So please, PLEASE don't "Oppan Gangnam Style" in front of me. I won't hate you.. but will be displeased.
And for those who insist on doing it, please get the lyrics right, it's OPPAN NOT oppa.

그대가 니에게 와서 내 마음을 흠쳐갔어
이 제 어떡해 I can't stop this feeling

매일 매일을 또너만 떠을려
너 볼 때마다 난막 심장이 떨려 수이 막혀
네 사랑도 나였으면 좋겠어

내가 왜 이럴가 바보처럼



You came to me and stole my heart.
Now what do I do? I can't stop this feeling.

Every single day, I only think of you.
Each time I see you, my heart trembles and I can't breath.
I wish your love was me.

Why am I acting this way, like a fool?

My ideal guy(s)

A picture speaks a thousand words. So, enough said.

Hunger has stuck me again

As per title, cravings have come again. This time is for a hearty bowl of 돌솥 비빔밥.. Dolsot bibimbap. Oh! And some 잡채 would be nice too. So, 돌솥 잡채 비빔밥. My mouth is watering as I type. Gah.

I'm hungry, so this would be awesome now.

TVB戲服50年不變

Do you watch a lot of TVB soaps? If you watch enough of them, you'll like this link. Common outfits that you never noticed.

TVB戲服50年不變

有時我都唔知點好。。。我覺得我諗得太多，變咗我自己會好辛苦。有時我反而唔諗咁多會開心D。 可能我自己一個人多唔覺得自己怪，但係同D朋友一齊就會發現我嘅思想好怪。。。又唔喺怪，但係總之有D唔同啦。
講開某一位人，好多人都會激烈贊成恨／鐘意個位人，反而我對個果人冇乜感覺。可能唔係同佢太熟，或者我覺得憎一個人係一件好辛苦嘅事。到到果時得會覺埋唔到堆，思想有異別。
講我喺教會啦，我由開始喺兒童部開始教小朋友，我同英文堂有少少隔離。跟著我又做埋唱歌，又少D同英文堂見面。現在我做埋planning head我真係差不多做咗兒童部嘅permanent member. 我好感謝神卑我個機會serve，但係我唔希望我同英文堂嘅兄弟姊妹感情會受到影響。我本身冇咩朋友，而好難識新朋友。我覺得最老死就係團契個班兄弟姊妹，而我每個禮拜只係見佢哋兩次，所以我特別重視個D時間。(Crap.. I'm rambling, I will end now.)

When you are lost, do not wait for people to come find you. Go search for your way back. When you are alone, do not keep thinking to yourself that you are alone, think of all those that really love you. Negative thoughts will not resolve any current problems, being positive and facing your problems is the best solution.

我雖然咁講，但係我係D要lead嘅人來㗎。我好似可以好獨立，但係我鐘意人哋同我講我要做D咩。我鍾意做中心點，但係我都好怕醜。哈哈，睇唔睇得出啊？估唔到呵？我收收埋埋好多秘密㗎，識睇中文咪知囉。

打晒出來舒服晒！

One Week and...

After one week (excluding Monday) at school, I have come to a few conclusions and asked myself a lot of questions

1) This is going to be the hardest semester of my life.
2) One semester that I feel it will be hard to keep up with my current cumulative GPA.
3) I am going to die learning the SAP software.
4) I have to stop being on the internet so much
5) Time to find myself a boyfriend (ya, I know this is random, but it did come across my mind)
(Probably because I want someone to share my stress with)
6) How am I going to handle all this?
7) I am going to be SO stressed out.
8) Am I going to have a social life?
9) And mostly.. FML.

Somewhat I feel like I have a lot on my plate and it is only the beginning of the semester. One thing I know is that I will not be on Facebook as often, if at all. And I will also try to set a study schedule so I am on task. *sigh* I guess I better get started on my readings............... bye social life.

School year has begun

Today I began another semester at Seneca, and I am still up and down on how this year would turn out. Firstly, most of the people I know are done and have gone home. No more familiar faces in class, although I don't talk much, but its nice to see people I know. Secondly, just the continuation from Summer, I don't know how psyched I can get for returnjng to school after two weeks of holiday (that barely existed).

I am not a person to get stressed out easily, but in the beginning I am already feeling it. For certain reasons I will not writw what is making me feel stressed, but it is. As much as I am feeling it, I feel like its because previously I was so overprotected in my environment and I did not have the need to be stressed because of that. That is the statable reason for me being stressed. I am stepping out of my comfort zone.

I felt the sermon from the previous weekend was the perfect verse for me, and it applied that day and I still remember it clearly now (somewhat paraphrased)
"Be strong and courageous becsue the presence of thr Lord is with you"  I have to remeber that God is with me all the time, no matter the hardships I may be going through, God is by my side all the time, accomoanying me all the time, and that I am never alone.