I have to write a 10 page group assignment by myself... due tomorrow
I have a test to study for tomorrow....
I have to clean my room so that people can do my windows...by Friday.
I can't eat solids for 24 hours...

I want to snuggle under blankets and forget all this....

That was how I started out the week. I knew there were so many things on my plate... but a girl's got to do what a girl's got to do. I got through Monday fine... until there was a change in groups, and now I am alone in doing my INB345 assignment.

Ok, no big deal. I can do fine without them. I just need an extension. I still have to study for my SIB555 test. COME'ON! I just have everything to do this week. Today I got to school, went through first class and found out we were assigned a final assignment, and we weren't allowed to pick our groups.

At least I'm working with people who are reliable. I still have to look over the assignment and get started on it so that I have something to talk about on Thursday. Then there is the SIB575 assignment #3 that I have to do. GAHHH~ I almost totally forgot about it. GAH. And then the windows guys were supposed to come in Thursday to get started on the windows. I am already stressed that I have to clean my room enough so that they can move my bed and desk at will. Now they say that they can't come on Thursday, and will have to start Friday. Then they say they can't work on Saturday, and will have to finish Monday. SERIOUSLY?! And you notify us TODAY?!  

*talks to self*You can do this Donna! What doesn't kill you makes you stronger! After all this crap I am hiding away and taking a rest.

The Wedding of a Shinhwa Fan Becomes a Hot Internet Topic

After growing alongside Shinhwa for 14 years, its fans have moved on with their lives to get married and have children.

One particular story of a Shinhwa Changjo’s (the name of Shinhwa’s fanclub) wedding has recently become a hot issue on the internet for its creativity as well as the cleverness of the groom, who’s had to endure his now-wife’s dedication to Shinhwa for many years.

The story was written in account of a wedding guest, who started off the story saying that groom and wife were childhood friends. She went onto to mention a table in the front of the hall reserved for Shinhwa Changjo members, who have actively participated in Shinhwa promotions with the bride.

Even at the wedding, the bride and the Shinhwa Changjo members talked about the good old days when they chased after Shinhwa.

As the wedding started and the groom and bride exchanged vows, the groom read,

“My internet bill came out to be 300,000 won because you were busy doing fanclub activities with my computer.
You, who laughed at my shaved head when I went to the army, but cried your eyes out when Eric went.
You, who gave me a Shinhwa CD and a poster for my birthday every year.
You, who wouldn’t talk to me for a month when I jealously cursed Shin Hye Sung.
Whenever you snuck out to a concert, you always called me out late at night because you were afraid of getting scolded by your mom, and I quietly sat there, listening to you tell me about the concert.”

The vow continued, “You probably don’t realize, but the playground where you told me these little stories, just the two of us, made my heart beat faster than a concert hall.”

After the vow was read, Shinhwa’s Perfect Man started playing and the groom began singing and dancing along. To add to the surprise, some of the members from the Shinhwa Changjo table joined the groom, surprising the bride and making her burst out into laughter.

The groom even changed the Perfect Man lyrics “It’ll be hard at times, because you always have someone perfect near you” to “It’ll be hard at times, because you always have six men near you.”

Upon reading the story of this Shinhwa Changjo’s wedding, netizens commented, “Shinhwa is funny, but the fans are even funnier,” “This is why I’m still a fan of Shinhwa,” and “The Shinhwa Changjo wedding must have been so much fun.”

Photo Credit: Kim Byung Kwan
Source : enewsworld

What I am like every single morning

WHEN MY BED EATS MY PHONE

(this is funnier cause I am imagining Pudding doing this)

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WHEN A GUY BEGS ME NOT TO GO

Expectation:

Reality:

Lee Min Ho!! And Daesung overreacting. 

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Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.
- Confucius

( I know.. third post of the night... but I have to post it!)

OMG I think people know.
How do they know?
What can I do now that they know?

Halloween Nightmares

Happy Halloween everybody!
I personally don't celebrate Halloween in anyway, but hope everybody who enjoys this day got lots of candy and had lots of fun ^^

I had come across on Seoulbeats a round-table discussion which was related to Halloween (in some way). The authors had discussed what was their worst (KPOP) nightmare. Some of the answers were hilarious as I am sure most KPOP fans will agree with some of them if not all. I will only pick my favourites from the site and add my own, but you can read the original article here

1. Musical stagnation/pigeon-holing
If artists are not allowed to grow, they should not be in the industry. My fear would be that SNSD would reach their late 20s and still be performing songs similar to Gee or Kissing You. Like Brown Eyed Girls, their music needs to involve to have a better image and not make people barf in their mouths.

2. Outfit of horrors
THIS will never be changed as fashion is a mysterious thing. What might be on the runways might not transfer to real life nor may it be accepted by EVERYBODY. (AKA DBSK's clothes in Keep Your Head Down. *shiver*)

3. X number of debuts in a year.
I have been into the KPOP scene for a good 7 years now? and seen the gazillion groups debut then go MIA.  The rate at which they debut is horrific, as they just get washed out by each other. I must admit, the more recent debuts (2010-2012) have been horrifying as the groups are larger in number, and they all look all the freaking exact same to me. Similar concepts, similar number of people, similar plastic surgeon. I can't tell you  all the names of the members EXO nor Infinite, Teen Top... those I don't care for really.

4. Age
I am not old,nor am I considered young anymore. But due to the mass number of debuts of young artists... I am starting to feel borderline pedo-noona. Most of the groups that have debuted recently, I cannot and should not be liking any specific members because they are all almost 5 years younger than I am. Pedo noona... that is how the companies get their monies.

5. The day something happens to Yoo Jae Suk
(My brother would have a bigger fear of this, but I also fear it.) He is a wonderful MC and has a wonderful personality (wonderful is an understatement,and his wife is a lucky woman... well except for how much he can talk.) I cannot imagine watching a week's worth of different variety shows and not have his face at least pop up once or twice. There will be no second grasshopper. Yoo Hyuk is the one and only Nation's MC. No matter how much an idol is good at MCing or being a host.. there is no replacement for this man.

Oh yes, just a btw that I discovered recently. I remember there was so much hype about EXO debuting. (Like seriously... 23 teasers is 23 teasers too many, at least I think it was 23, I lost count after 10. And yes I do know how to count) Any who... I recently watched their performances (months late, almost a year late, I KNOW!) But I don't really see what all the hype is about. Maybe the gazillion teasers killed it, but I don't find what is so special about them. Gah. EXOtics you can kill me and all... but seriously? Maybe cause I'm older (T_T) but I don't find skinny guys attractive anymore... and to me, they look like 12 Taemins running around on stage. Taemin is last in terms of ranking in SHINee... so not attractive to me at all. Sigh. THey are good singers, I give them that, and they are good singers, I give them, they are good looking, last thing I give the, but they are just not my type. Sorry guys. No EXO time for me.

What can I say?What can I do?But offer this heart, oh God, completely to you.

So I'll stand, with arms wide and heart abandoned in awe of the One who gave it all.So I'll stand, my soul Lord to You surrendered, all I am is Yours.

Dear heavenly gracious wonderful Father, I praise You for You. 

You are awesome, wonderful, forgiving, understanding, and most of all loving. You accepted me for who I am, for everything I have done, and have loved me so endlessly. I love You Father, and thank you for loving me. Thank you for blessing me with everything in my life. I don`t deserve any of it, yet you have given it to me. You blessed me with a beautiful family, my mommy, brother, and my father who is in heaven with you right now. Then You blessed me with the big church family, with so many loving brothers and sisters, I don`t deserve them, but they are in my life, and I thank You for each and every one of them. They are all such a blessing,influence in my life as we continue to edify each other. Please continue to watch over them,spiritually and physically, so that we may be able to spread Your Gospel. Please give me the wisdom and courage, to be like them. Many times they have talked about witnessing to their friends,and I am so impressed and inspired by them. But when I look at my own life, I haven`t done that, and I feel ashamed. I have not been able to witness to my friends at school or work,yet I call myself a Christian. These sisters in Christ have a burning fire in their hearts for You, and I ask that God, please give me the same fire to speak about Your word, the same passion!

Father, everyday there are many things that cross my mind and it drains me. Can I really do this God? God,You have given me so many great opportunities, but many times I feel so inadequate for the job/task/event... whatever it may be. I may agree to the opportunity,then later think "What have I gotten myself into?" Father, give me the strength to go through what You have planned for my life. I know you know that I can get through it, but I guess I am doubting you. I'm sorry God. Please teach me to enjoy life, to have fun, and not to be so uptight all the time. To have the wisdom to converse with others,and just to loosen up once in a while.

I want to be more mature, I want to be a servant for You. I feel like I am not a mature person,not mature enough to be serving You. On the outside I may look the part, but inside I am not developed fully. It is not that I don't want to serve you Lord, but I want to be able to serve You the way You have intended me to. Please give me the caring heart to serve, and to be able to look after my brothers and sisters in Christ. Oh yea, and also a good memory. I have horrible memory, so it does not help with serving You. God I am so blessed to be loved by You, with all the flaws that I have, You still love me the same. Thank you God, for loving me, and for being there for me. I praise You because You are good. I want to love others like how You have loved me. I want to show Your love to others because it is so amazing.

Thank you Father for listening to me. Mould me into the person You want me to become. 

Amen.